Your Presence

The ice of Barker Brook under the light of the full moon (and a headlamp)

Last evening I hosted a gathering of wonderful friends for a moon walk along the Sandy River.  Though it was cloudy at first, we enjoyed a beautiful, muted moon as it rose to the clearer sky up above. As we headed home I felt a strong pull to visit Barker Brook - a spot that has long been a family favorite.  The ice formations there were beautiful with layers of frozen bubbles, views of the bed of the brook, and wispy cracks. I took a few pictures and then we decided to head home to the warm house and good food that was waiting for us. And then I noticed the very distinct heart shape in the ice - shown above. In addition to being clear to the eye, it was raised above the surface - quite stunning.
As I looked at the picture this morning here is what came:

Your Presence

You show your presence in such
sweet subtleness.
Whether I’m unsure and questioning,
open and aware,
aching and weary,
or calmly experiencing me
in the newness of my life -
you are there.
Thank you, my love,
for helping me move ahead
with your gentle, consistent support.
In your absence I can still find
your presence,
and for that I am grateful.

Sarah Carlson

January 24, 2016