Aglow

Aglow

‘Not my fear, not my fear, …’
gently flows through
 my peaceful musings,
accompanied once again
by a sense of visceral release.
This detached dread
 very clearly is not mine.
I know that for sure.
No doubt at all, whatsoever.
As it washes away
inner freedom again expands,
that wide open sense of me
as I truly am.
Then… excitement… followed by,
or maybe mingled with,
the ‘not my fear’ undercurrent.
The beauty of it all is that
I know just what to do.
That being, nothing.
Nothing other than breathe and be,
allow my pure and loving essence
to integrate in my now
 with Divine comfort distinctly present.
I’m tired,
through and through.
But, I don’t care because

partnered with this

fatigue is
a powerful mix of
resilience, hope,
the  joy of being me.
These reflections make me feel
aglow
as the coziness of
the sparkling energy
of health
kindles ever more deeply.

Sarah Carlson

October 17, 2019

Divine Comfort

Divine Comfort

A deep sense of being unseen, 

unheard, unsure within
fabricated by
a slow, shady smothering
had long been her covert companion.
Uncharted exploration
uncovers the warp and weft of

 of love and truth,
enables distinction to spread.
Vulnerability remains present
as she continues her travels.

Sliding through silky waters,
liquid caresses each pore,
wraps her in the softness
 of contentment.
Solid shores surround,
pure fluid supports,
genial clouds hover.
Suddenly rain begins to fall
on the tranquil surface
as dancing ripples widen,
inverted droplets cavort
in a show of celestial grandeur.
She beams and giggles
as the majesty of the
unexpected moment permeates.
Rain subsides, sun peeks,
swimmer settles.
In the stillness

she recognizes the remedy
for that which was inflicted
and took hold before
she knew any better.
She lays back,

finds the courage to more deeply
dispel antiquated guidance,
feel the freedom of her flow,

allow Divine comfort

to enfold and enliven as it
 gently weaves its way into her fabric.

Sarah Carlson

October 7, 2019