Aglow

Aglow

‘Not my fear, not my fear, …’
gently flows through
 my peaceful musings,
accompanied once again
by a sense of visceral release.
This detached dread
 very clearly is not mine.
I know that for sure.
No doubt at all, whatsoever.
As it washes away
inner freedom again expands,
that wide open sense of me
as I truly am.
Then… excitement… followed by,
or maybe mingled with,
the ‘not my fear’ undercurrent.
The beauty of it all is that
I know just what to do.
That being, nothing.
Nothing other than breathe and be,
allow my pure and loving essence
to integrate in my now
 with Divine comfort distinctly present.
I’m tired,
through and through.
But, I don’t care because

partnered with this

fatigue is
a powerful mix of
resilience, hope,
the  joy of being me.
These reflections make me feel
aglow
as the coziness of
the sparkling energy
of health
kindles ever more deeply.

Sarah Carlson

October 17, 2019